Today I am grateful to enter into my 35th year although the enemy would have had it another way. At 3 days old, he tried to take me out with a life-threatening disease called spinal meningitis. If I were to live, which was highly unlikely, I would be leading a completely different life than the one I know today. I would be severely mentally and physically handicapped, unable to think for myself or care for my self. But what the enemy meant for evil, God turned it around for my good. It took something drastic, but my sickness and subsequent recovery was nothing short of miraculous and it led my parents back to Christ.

In these 35 years of my life, I’ve experienced the greatest joys and the gravest sorrows. But most of all, I’ve experienced the healing power of God, His unfailing love, and His amazing ability to make the crooked places in my life straight. I’ve witnessed His power to heal, mend, and restore my brokeness. I’ve come to know Him, to truly know Him through the ups and downs of life. The setbacks and disappointments could have broken many, but God’s strength kept me planted. His direction guided me when I went astray. His love covered me when I was completely exposed.

Today, I am thankful. I am thankful for my Genesis, my humble beginnings. Without it, I may not have had parents that served The Lord as completely as they did. I am thankful for the enemy’s plot against my life. Without it, God would not have shown Himself strong on my behalf and, I would not be reminded each and every day that I have a purpose in this thing called life.

I am reminded daily that the enemy’s attempts on the lives of believers is futile. His greatest effort is unmatched by God’s amazing power. God’s ability and willingness to rebuild a life that was drastically torn apart, His willingness to truly give you double for your trouble has become a reality in my life. Despite my setbacks and disappointments, God has blessed me with an amazing husband that loves me without condition. Just when I think he has exceeded my expectations, he has this funny way of doing it again and again. He is my Godsend…my double for my trouble, my promise that God personally fulfilled for me and only me. And I will be forever grateful for this wonderful man that God and only God has blessed me with.

Despite my trials and a period of time raising my children on my own, I have amazing kids. When I look at the world around me, I am not only thankful that they are still here with me, but also thankful that they love the Lord and have a heart to serve Him.

As I live out the remaining years of my life, I will continue to remember that when God is for me, NOTHING can stand against me and succeed. Even in my darkest moments, God will triumph over my enemies…

All glory and honor belongs to Him…
My Heart is Resting